Sad Poetry by Mandy Williams…
Soon the world will come to an end
I can feel it within
I know I can’t pretend
That it is not happening
War going on in multiple places
Too many humans not accepting new faces
The world is going through many changes
Signs of Revelations showing up in stages
You may call me a conspiracy theorist
But there’s nothing we can do to stop this
Because every star eventually turns to dust
And our’s is about to bust
I’m beginning to realize
I was not meant to express
The thoughts and feelings
I have within my head
No one seems to relate
When it comes to my words
Hard to affiliate
When they ask me to get cured
Telling me I’m talking insane
Tired of being told
Somethings wrong with my brain
My mind I want to explode
I tried many medications
Multiple kinds of supplements
It was hard to stay dedicated
When they gave the wrong effects
Days when I try to socialize
I still feel completely alone
Bored of meaningless conversations
Looking in the eyes of brainwashed drones
I once knew a Turkey
I gave her a name
Until one Thursday
She wasn’t the same
I couldn’t find her
I ran to my Mother
Who was cooking dinner
Soon to realize
My pet turkey
Was part of our Thanksgiving
I cried and cried
For many days
Nor could I eat the meal
My mother made
I sometimes get lost
Under the clouds and the sky
As I walk my path
The world is so disengaged
Although we are all on our phones
I barely see a smiling face
Just eyes that are completely zoned
Most hide from the true reality
We are currently living in
You try to speak they disagree
Instantly they all just walk away
Tired of the world being cruel
Thinking they can hide behind a screen
Word after world to start a dual
As if they were born to be a troll
Always debating if it is a waste of time
Trying to send out any message
When in the end they call me insane
Telling me to ignore the pain and wreckage
Lost in a hail storm
Trying to find a way out
Absorbing the rain
hiding behind a screen
yet begging to be seen
claiming it is their “dream”
recording your life for gain
seems to be the answer these days
fortune and fame
wanting everyone to know your name
i am not like you, i am not the same
i know i will never change
even if recording is the way out
it is not what my life is about
Why is it hard to get you out of my mind
You have done me wrong over and over again
I sometimes have an urge to give you a call
But I am afraid to see you and fall
It has been a while since we shared words
Been even longer since we shared energy
People always came to us with disgrace and swords
But the love I have for you feels like yesterday
I left you in the dark and abandoned
But I found out you were being dishonest
I forgave and tried to stay blind
Giving me a ring with a new promise
I almost walked down the aisle
You were supposed to smile
As you took off my veil
Exposing me your true soul
I still vision what we could have been
If we did not have our addictions
If we could still fall in love clean
Or do would we always need the prescriptions?
I know there are a million reasons why
You fell out of love with me
I know you did not guarantee
To stay with me for eternity
Although a year ago you gave me a ring
And promised me you’d stay through anything
I guess you broke your promise
Our love turned into a bad romance
I thought we were going down this road together
Until you decided to take a different route
Now the love I gave you doesn’t matter
And my heart is filled with doubt
I had a wall built around my heart
But that was not enough protection
This time I will build a moat
And travel a different direction
Poems by Mandy 