Sharing a sadness
We both have
Within ourselves
We’re cursed
With an emptiness
We will never
Forget this pain
We cry together
As we remember
The days when
We used to be happy
With each other
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This Madness- poem
This pain I have
Won’t leave my side
Constantly I’m aching
Feeling myself breaking
I’m shattering
Into many pieces
I can’t be recollected
This time
Wondering what’s the point
Any longer
I feel my brain
Is on fire
I want to scream
Instead I cry
Wondering why
I can’t wake up
From this dream
No going back
To how it used to be
There is no you and I
Forever we’re broken
I feel like
I’m choking
On all your lies
Now I have to accept
You wanna leave me behind
I just wish
I wasn’t so blind
This whole entire time
You and I
Can’t be healed
Telling me you
Want to end your life
Hoping this isn’t
The only answer
To all this madness
I know I will never
Get this off my mind
No Voice – Poetry
i have to make a choice
but i feel i no longer
even have a voice
to spill the feelings
i have deep inside
it is even hard
to cry
like i lost
the will to spill
any type of emotion
i toss and turn
in my bed all night
wishing i didn’t
have this stress
surrounding in my head
i can’t rest
these endless thoughts
are tearing apart
my weak mind
i ask myself why
i even need to choose
i need to stop
being pulled
back and forth
i don’t know
how much more i
can take
just wishing
everything around me
just turned blank.
Poem – End My Life
What do I do in a time like this
All I wish is for it to end
Hard to pretend
I am going insane
Within my head
Feeling drained
I would rather be dead
Than to continue
This endless pain
Feeling used
What do I do
In a time like this
Waiting for the night
I decide to end my life
So I can stop
All the thoughts
I am forever drowning in
Micro Poetry – Sphere In The Sky
Sphere in the sky
Dark and eerie
All alone
Forever a mystery
Poem – Death at Twenty-Three
she’s feeling faint
becoming pale
her mind diminishing
her skin frail
losing her hair
as she’s lying there
without a care
all she does is stare
it was tough
to watch her fade
on her last days
she decayed drastically
it was hard
to leave her side
once they announced
her final breath
i couldn’t believe
just at the age of twenty-three
my friend could be
taken away from me
so easily
Poetry – This Kind of Love
thoughts of you
are screaming
inside my head
wishing i could atleast
have you
for one night
i just want
to know once
what it be like
to hold you tight
but we live
in two different worlds
it is better
just for us
to move along
this is the
kind of love
where you need
to stay strong
because we
both know
it is wrong
temptation
runs through our
blood streams
always going
through the
same rotation
only in dreams
i have you
in my arms
this is the
worst kind of pain
our love
could cause
endless harm
trying to stay sane
because your
constantly
on my mind
i know i am
in yours
but this
will never happen
so i try
to say goodbye
as tears
run down my eyes.
Poetry Video – Painkillers
Poem – She’s Numb
she’s numb
without him
remembering when
she used
to be only his
her heart
continues to ache
as she sees
him with another
her world
started to crumble
into millions of pieces
right in front of him
but he pretended
he never knew her
as he walked by
making her
her eyes fill
with endless cries
wishing she
didn’t feel so lonely
in her room at night
wondering why
she was told only lies.
Poem – Fear of Falling
I could get lost in your eyes
if you let me
but i fear
i might
get out of control
and want more of you
i know i am not ready
although
you drive me crazy
i wish
i could give you
my heart
but i have been
torn apart
and now
i am afraid to
get broken again
i don’t know
if i could
handle
that kind of torture
once more.
