Will you let me go
This time for real
Stop trying to steal
My heart
Always torn
After you leave
Wishing I would
Stop believing
You will always be
The guy for me
When in reality
Your made of stone
You must have no emotion
To let me always go alone
I need to forget
These broken memories
Of you and I
Stop thinking you will change
For somebody like me
I am not worthy
Of your devotion
Always leaving
Me feeling dirty
And heart broken.
Sweet dreams
He whispered
In my ear
Every night
Until one day
He left me
My daddy
How could you
Just forget
The love you
Had for me?
I can’t sleep
Well without
The words
You used to
Speak to me
Every night before
I slept…
I felt lost
When you
Walked out
The door
Thinking what
I have done so
Wrong to cause
Such a tragedy?
I used to watch
Out my window
Hoping for you
To come back
To me
But you never did
Growing up I realize
Maybe I was not
Worth your time
In the first place
And I am sorry
I ever existed
Wishing I could
Turn back time
And not waste
So much energy
In hoping you
Would come
Back to me
My daddy
I once thought
You were my
Everything
But you left
Me with nothing
Making me believe
From then on
I’m not worth
Anything
To anyone
I feel my life
Could have been
A little different
If you weren’t
So selfish.
your not what
i expected
you were in
disguise
when i met you
how did i miss
something so
visible
it was right
in front of my eyes
i didn’t see a monster
you had me
under a spell
i could not tell
You were evil then
we married
in your backyard
within one night
i realized i was
in trouble
as you liked to
watch me bleed
as you cut me
and tied me up
i was your servant
not your wife
treating me with
no respect
wishing i could
run and hide
but he has me
hidden inside
of his basement.
She’s running away
From it all
This time
She knows
She won’t come back
To the same pain
That haunts her there
She will stay
Away forever
From the hate
They live by
She wishes
It didn’t have
To be this way
To leave her
Only family
But she would
Rather be alone
Than to accept
Their rules
In the cult
They created
Hurting lives
Every day like
Theirs don’t matter
She fears
They may find her
But she knows
She has to be
Braver this time
Stronger this time
Smarter and wiser
This time
Running away
From everything
From her past
Still living
With mistakes
That linger within
Her young head
But she knows
If she stayed
She would have
Ended up dead
They never liked
A rebel
A girl with
Different dreams
It seems
Like this is
The only way
She will survive
By running away
From them
Description: This song is about a girl who never felt really there. She always felt invisible…Stuck in her own darkness. Wishing someone would pull her away from her sadness. Waiting to feel wanted. But she slowly fades without ever being loved.
Her eyes
Filled with
Unwanted tears
Drowning in
Her own
Constant misery
Wishing she
Could forget
All the pain
That lingers still
A depressed mind
Never stops
Contemplating
I’m feeling blue
Without you
If only
You knew
The pain
I would
Endure
Before you
Took your
Final breath.
Deserted with
No one to own it
Abandoned
As an
Useless object
Left to
Erode.
Little girl
Crying again
Wishing her pain
Would finally end
Shivering
Hiding under her bed
With her baby blanket
Wishing she were dead
Instead of him
Coming for more
She told him she
Was too sore
For another beating
No point in fighting
It only gets worse
Curse word after
Curse word coming
From his mouth
She feels sickened inside
Never understanding why
She was the one
He chosen to torture
She goes to sleep
Bleeding everynight
Her mother a drug addict
Working the corners
To make a little cash
Only to get home
To be called a whore
Loud enough for her
To wake up
Just to hear more beating
But this time it
Was her mother
Taking the torture
He loved to afflict pain
On both of them
As if they were his
Punching bags
Being used everyday
Just wishing for
The day someone comes
And takes her away
From this horrible place
