Sad Dark Instrumental Piano – Cold Rain

Sad dark instrumental piano music by Mandy Williams called “Cold Rain”

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Poem – Escape

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she took
another pill
believing this
time maybe she
will feel
something afterwards
she lies down
on the kitchen floor
drowning in her
sorrows
hoping tomorrow
she will be
in a better place
she falls asleep
to dream about
what her life
would be like
if she felt
complete
always waking
up to wanting
another escape
wondering if
she will ever
be happy
with herself.

Poetry – Alone Again

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she forgot
what it
was like
to feel
alone again
trying to
get away
from her pain
her thoughts
turn grey
like the
night clouds
controlling her
without remorse
leaving her
feeling drained
she believes
she has turned
completely insane
all she sees
when she
looks in
the mirror
is a reflection
of a girl
who used to have
emotion
she lost the
need to be
loved by
someone
instead she
is hanging
on by a thread
wishing she
could dream again.

Poem – Servant

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your not what
i expected
you were in
disguise
when i met you
how did i miss
something so
visible
it was right
in front of my eyes
i didn’t see a monster
you had me
under a spell
i could not tell
You were evil then
we married
in your backyard
within one night
i realized i was
in trouble
as you liked to
watch me bleed
as you cut me
and tied me up
i was your servant
not your wife
treating me with
no respect
wishing i could
run and hide
but he has me
hidden inside
of his basement.

Dark Ambient Music & Poetry – Running Away

She’s running away

From it all

This time

She knows

She won’t come back

To the same pain

That haunts her there

She will stay

Away forever

From the hate

They live by

She wishes

It didn’t have

To be this way

To leave her

Only family

But she would

Rather be alone

Than to accept

Their rules

In the cult

They created

Hurting lives

Every day like

Theirs don’t matter

She fears

They may find her

But she knows

She has to be

Braver this time

Stronger this time

Smarter and wiser

This time

Running away

From everything

From her past

Still living

With mistakes

That linger within

Her young head

But she knows

If she stayed

She would have

Ended up dead

They never liked

A rebel

A girl with

Different dreams

It seems

Like this is

The only way

She will survive

By running away

From them

This Horrible Place – Poetry

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Little girl
Crying again
Wishing her pain
Would finally end
Shivering
Hiding under her bed
With her baby blanket
Wishing she were dead
Instead of him
Coming for more
She told him she
Was too sore
For another beating
No point in fighting
It only gets worse
Curse word after
Curse word coming
From his mouth
She feels sickened inside
Never understanding why
She was the one
He chosen to torture
She goes to sleep
Bleeding everynight
Her mother a drug addict
Working the corners
To make a little cash
Only to get home
To be called a whore
Loud enough for her
To wake up
Just to hear more beating
But this time it
Was her mother
Taking the torture
He loved to afflict pain
On both of them
As if they were his
Punching bags
Being used everyday
Just wishing for
The day someone comes
And takes her away
From this horrible place

 

Poetry Video- About A Girl

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Lost girl
All alone
Without a
Place to
Feel safe
She walks
The streets
No respect
For herself
No longer
A human
A disgrace
To her race
An immoral
Piece of garbage
She’s told
To her face
She wishes
She can change
Feeling it’s
Too late
The past
Can’t be undone
She will always
Be the girl
Who wandered
The streets
She falls
To her knees
Begs for
Forgiveness
With tears
In her eyes
Hoping for
A different
Life.