i have to make a choice
but i feel i no longer
even have a voice
to spill the feelings
i have deep inside
it is even hard
to cry
like i lost
the will to spill
any type of emotion
i toss and turn
in my bed all night
wishing i didn’t
have this stress
surrounding in my head
i can’t rest
these endless thoughts
are tearing apart
my weak mind
i ask myself why
i even need to choose
i need to stop
being pulled
back and forth
i don’t know
how much more i
can take
just wishing
everything around me
just turned blank.
Tag: Sad Love
Poetry – This Kind of Love
thoughts of you
are screaming
inside my head
wishing i could atleast
have you
for one night
i just want
to know once
what it be like
to hold you tight
but we live
in two different worlds
it is better
just for us
to move along
this is the
kind of love
where you need
to stay strong
because we
both know
it is wrong
temptation
runs through our
blood streams
always going
through the
same rotation
only in dreams
i have you
in my arms
this is the
worst kind of pain
our love
could cause
endless harm
trying to stay sane
because your
constantly
on my mind
i know i am
in yours
but this
will never happen
so i try
to say goodbye
as tears
run down my eyes.
Poem – She’s Numb
she’s numb
without him
remembering when
she used
to be only his
her heart
continues to ache
as she sees
him with another
her world
started to crumble
into millions of pieces
right in front of him
but he pretended
he never knew her
as he walked by
making her
her eyes fill
with endless cries
wishing she
didn’t feel so lonely
in her room at night
wondering why
she was told only lies.
Poem – Fear of Falling
I could get lost in your eyes
if you let me
but i fear
i might
get out of control
and want more of you
i know i am not ready
although
you drive me crazy
i wish
i could give you
my heart
but i have been
torn apart
and now
i am afraid to
get broken again
i don’t know
if i could
handle
that kind of torture
once more.
Poem About A Crush – Shy Girl – Poetry Video with Music
Reminding myself to breathe
As you walk by me
Do I dare to speak
Or keep silent?
It is hard to decide
What choice I will make
As you are getting closer
I panic
I don’t say a word
Regrets rush through my mind
Within seconds
I could have
Told you how I was feeling
Afraid of rejection
I live in this constant fear
Wondering when I will let you in my life
Tired of being shy
I just want to tell you
How I feel
Without any worries…
Poem – Left Her Cold with Ambient Music
he left her
so cold
she couldn’t feel
her skin anymore
when it came to pain
she tried so hard
to believe she was
still alive
but it was getting harder
for her to breathe
without his
warm embrace
Long Haiku – Difficult To Love
She remembers when
She first laid her eyes on his
That was the moment-
She let herself fall
Hoping he was worth her time
Minutes are precious-
She thought to herself
A broken heart can be healed
If she gave a chance-
At a new romance
Passion can cure anything
If you let it in-
It was hard for her
To accept he wanted her
For eternity-
She was the type to
Make them want to run away
She needed to hide-
All of her feelings
They always broke up with her
She was hard to love-
She liked it that way
She enjoyed the pain they gave
As they walked away-
Never knowing why
She had to be difficult
When it came to love-
Our Love Is Gone – Poetry Video
He told me he loved me
Under the rain
When he spoke my name
I didn’t feel any pain
Like I used to
When I was alone
Surrounded in silence
It drove me insane…
So glad that I met him
Before it was too late
I honestly…
Was getting sick of breathing
Before he came into my life…
Now after years together
He tells me he is leaving me…
As if it is so easy
Just to walk away
From what he called love
Supposedly
I feel our love was a lie
Since he abandoned me
I wish I wasn’t blinded
By the passion he gave
I realize
I was just used
I was just a mistake
He said he wasted days
Of not telling me the truth
That this was the only way
And I have to accept
That we are no longer together
And that he regrets
He didn’t tell me sooner
He said he was sorry
That he hurried to fast
Into something he knew
Would never last
I was in shock
With the words he said
It’s hard to believe
I spent years with him
To find out he always had a plan
To leave me eventually
Painfully…
I try to understand
But it is hard
I feel like I will never be enough
For anyone to love
My heart shattered
It’s hard to breathe
I don’t want to go on
Feeling this broken
Everyone tells me to forget
But it seems impossible
I miss him too much
It sucks, I’m not enough
Growing weaker without him
I know I seem pathetic
But I gave him my all
When I decided to fall
For his sweet taste
From his lips
I will always miss
The nights we had
I still ache inside
Wishing we could still collide
Back into each other’s arms
Only in my dreams
I can have him now
It is hard to admit
I was never enough
For him to commit
I have no choice
But to continue life
Without his perfect face.
Poem – Two Empty Souls
two empty souls
both living alone
in a world so cold
no one to hold
as their tears
run down their eyes
there is no one near
to hear their cries
screaming inside
wishing they could find
someone to collide into
wondering why it is hard to
meet someone that will
take their hand and
love them
like everyone else has
both feeling torn
in their bedroom
all alone
letting their sadness
consume them
while lying on
their matress
staring up at their ceiling
daydreaming of falling
in love someday
before they fade away
Poetry – Collapsed
She collapsed
The night
Her heart
Was shattered
Fainted over
Something that
Never mattered
It was hard
For her to
Stay sober
Since that
Day in late
October
Wishing she
Can feel sane
Without his passion
But the pain
Still remains.