No Voice – Poetry

i have to make a choice
but i feel i no longer
even have a voice
to spill the feelings
i have deep inside
it is even hard
to cry
like i lost
the will to spill
any type of emotion
i toss and turn
in my bed all night
wishing i didn’t
have this stress
surrounding in my head
i can’t rest
these endless thoughts
are tearing apart
my weak mind
i ask myself why
i even need to choose
i need to stop
being pulled
back and forth
i don’t know
how much more i
can take
just wishing
everything around me
just turned blank.

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Poetry – This Kind of Love

thoughts of you
are screaming
inside my head
wishing i could atleast
have you
for one night
i just want
to know once
what it be like
to hold you tight
but we live
in two different worlds
it is better
just for us
to move along
this is the
kind of love
where you need
to stay strong
because we
both know
it is wrong
temptation
runs through our
blood streams
always going
through the
same rotation
only in dreams
i have you
in my arms
this is the
worst kind of pain
our love
could cause
endless harm
trying to stay sane
because your
constantly
on my mind
i know i am
in yours
but this
will never happen
so i try
to say goodbye
as tears
run down my eyes.

Poem – She’s Numb

she’s numb
without him
remembering when
she used
to be only his
her heart
continues to ache
as she sees
him with another
her world
started to crumble
into millions of pieces
right in front of him
but he pretended
he never knew her
as he walked by
making her
her eyes fill
with endless cries
wishing she
didn’t feel so lonely
in her room at night
wondering why
she was told only lies.

Poem – Fear of Falling

I could get lost in your eyes

if you let me

but i fear

i might

get out of control

and want more of you

i know i am not ready

although

you drive me crazy

i wish

i could give you

my heart

but i have been

torn apart

and now

i am afraid to

get broken again

i don’t know

if i could

handle

that kind of torture

once more.

Poem About A Crush – Shy Girl – Poetry Video with Music

Reminding myself to breathe

As you walk by me

Do I dare to speak

Or keep silent?

It is hard to decide

What choice I will make

As you are getting closer

I panic

I don’t say a word

Regrets rush through my mind

Within seconds

I could have

Told you how I was feeling

Afraid of rejection

I live in this constant fear

Wondering when I will let you in my life

Tired of being shy

I just want to tell you

How I feel

Without any worries…

Poem – Left Her Cold with Ambient Music

 

he left her

so cold

she couldn’t feel

her skin anymore

when it came to pain

she tried so hard

to believe she was

still alive

but it was getting harder

for her to breathe

without his

warm embrace

Long Haiku – Difficult To Love

She remembers when
She first laid her eyes on his
That was the moment-
She let herself fall
Hoping he was worth her time
Minutes are precious-
She thought to herself
A broken heart can be healed
If she gave a chance-
At a new romance
Passion can cure anything
If you let it in-
It was hard for her
To accept he wanted her
For eternity-
She was the type to
Make them want to run away
She needed to hide-
All of her feelings
They always broke up with her
She was hard to love-
She liked it that way
She enjoyed the pain they gave
As they walked away-
Never knowing why
She had to be difficult
When it came to love-

Our Love Is Gone – Poetry Video

He told me he loved me

Under the rain

When he spoke my name

I didn’t feel any pain

Like I used to

When I was alone

Surrounded in silence

It drove me insane…

So glad that I met him

Before it was too late

I honestly…

Was getting sick of breathing

Before he came into my life…

Now after years together

He tells me he is leaving me…

As if it is so easy

Just to walk away

From what he called love

Supposedly

I feel our love was a lie

Since he abandoned me

I wish I wasn’t blinded

By the passion he gave

I realize

I was just used

I was just a mistake

He said he wasted days

Of not telling me the truth

That this was the only way

And I have to accept

That we are no longer together

And that he regrets

He didn’t tell me sooner

He said he was sorry

That he hurried to fast

Into something he knew

Would never last

I was in shock

With the words he said

It’s hard to believe

I spent years with him

To find out he always had a plan

To leave me eventually

Painfully…

I try to understand

But it is hard

I feel like I will never be enough

For anyone to love

My heart shattered

It’s hard to breathe

I don’t want to go on

Feeling this broken

Everyone tells me to forget

But it seems impossible

I miss him too much

It sucks, I’m not enough

Growing weaker without him

I know I seem pathetic

But I gave him my all

When I decided to fall

For his sweet taste

From his lips

I will always miss

The nights we had

I still ache inside

Wishing we could still collide

Back into each other’s arms

Only in my dreams

I can have him now

It is hard to admit

I was never enough

For him to commit

I have no choice

But to continue life

Without his perfect face.

Poem – Two Empty Souls

two empty souls
both living alone
in a world so cold
no one to hold
as their tears
run down their eyes
there is no one near
to hear their cries
screaming inside
wishing they could find
someone to collide into
wondering why it is hard to
meet someone that will
take their hand and
love them
like everyone else has
both feeling torn
in their bedroom
all alone
letting their sadness
consume them
while lying on
their matress
staring up at their ceiling
daydreaming of falling
in love someday
before they fade away

Poetry – Collapsed

She collapsed

The night

Her heart

Was shattered

Fainted over

Something that

Never mattered

It was hard

For her to

Stay sober

Since that

Day in late

October

Wishing she

Can feel sane

Without his passion

But the pain

Still remains.