Scarred

She’s scarred

She resembles

Shards of glass

Push and pulled

By multiple men

Tortured by their

So called love

Pressured to stay

Tortured by their

Fake so called love

Bruises she hides

Upon her heart

She keeps her

Sorrows hidden

Inside

Shades of Greys

She is fading

Fading away

Into the greys

Shades of greys

She’s in the fog

No way of

Getting out

She’s stuck

Forever lost

Lost in

The dark

Cold Closet — Poem

Sitting alone

In a cold closet

Hiding away

From an unknown

Sadness

Lingering within

Always

Trying to escape

From the madness

Poetry Video — Without You ( with Words )

without you
i feel torn
without you
i feel broke
without you
i only mourn
without you
im scarred
split into
two
shattered
into pieces
all over
the floor
feeling tortured
without your
embrace
i truly
miss staring
at your face
like i used to
when you fell
asleep
believing
you didn’t have
any flaws
i wish
back then
i engaged
more into
you
i wish
i could grasp
back onto you
but i have
to accept
that we
need to
keep our
distance
when it
tears me apart
i lay around
feeling hurt
i wish
i didn’t have
to depart
i wish we could
go back and time
and press restart
but there
isn’t a way
to go back
in time
i have to
abide
and stay
away from
your side
i wish i didn’t
start that fight
that crumbled
everything we built
that night
i wish i
didn’t wake up
i wish i
stayed asleep
and woke
to the sunshine
i got into deep
i couldn’t stop
now here i am
accepting i need help
when all my life
i knew i did
but didn’t understand
why
but my head
has always been
in a clog
im sorry i
left you
in the fog
i hope
one day
we could hold
hands
once again
even if we
have to go through
the pain
of being away
for so long
i know
we could be
perfect together
if we stayed
away from the drugs.

Poem – Leaving You

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Our love faded away
As days passed by
I wish it stayed
I don’t understand why
It had to be this way
When I gave you my hand
My head in disarray
As I leave you behind

Micro Poetry- Days I Felt Alright

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Trying to remember the days when I felt alright

It was before we met and I gave you my life

Although when he first touched I thought you were only mine

I believed you were flawless until I figured out your lies