Poetry – Outcast

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living as an outcast
in the bitter cold
fully exposed
with no one to hold
i was born alone
i had to grow
with no one around
inside i’m shattered
knowing i
never mattered
hear me cry
as i pray for a home
someone to take me in
to be known
to be embraced
for who i am

Poem – Leaving You

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Our love faded away
As days passed by
I wish it stayed
I don’t understand why
It had to be this way
When I gave you my hand
My head in disarray
As I leave you behind

Micro Poetry- Days I Felt Alright

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Trying to remember the days when I felt alright

It was before we met and I gave you my life

Although when he first touched I thought you were only mine

I believed you were flawless until I figured out your lies

The Night We Embraced- Poetry

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I remember the night we embraced

At around midnight

Under the moonlight

But it wasn’t fate

We were not meant to be

Years have gone by

And I still wonder why

That is all we ever had…

 

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A Dark Cloud

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Watching your life fade away

Behind the scenes before your funeral

I still decide to stay

Although your not doing well

I am broken to the core

But I stay in denial

So I can be strong for you instead

And I don’t know why

I put you first before myself

Did you get inside my head?

How do you get to control me like this?

I know I am weak

I don’t know how to move on

When your hovering over me

Like a dark cloud

 

Poem – Jumped

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Dreaming of you next to me again

Under the pouring rain

You always thought life

Was just a game

So you played spontaneously

With everything you did

Wishing I could just see you

One last time

But your already far gone

You believed you could fly

So you jumped without any fear

And now you are no longer here

With me and it hurts terribly

Wishing I could just be

Where you are

 

Poetry – Two Worlds Apart

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We’re two worlds apart
If we collide into each other
We may not connect like
I’d hope we would
We might explode instead
So I stay in denial
I pretend I don’t need you
But I am tearing up inside
Wishing I was brave enough
To look into your eyes
As you walk by
But my anxiety fills my head

Poetry – Walked Away

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I saw you walk away from us

Without looking back

I thought to myself

How could he do that

I thought we were a family

Why didn’t he stay

I didn’t understand

Why it had to be that way

I was left confused

I thought, was I forgotten?

What did I do wrong

To make him want to depart?

It was hard to stay strong

I just couldn’t believe

This was happening

His face started to fade

It was challenging

To not have him there

I felt like he no longer

Even cared for me

Tears were rolling

Down my eyes constantly

Every night, wishing I

Had an answer why

It had to be this way

Why I was abandoned

Left without his love

Leaving me saddened?