I thought I knew you — poetry

I thought I knew who you were

I was more than wrong

I never knew you.. really

I’m trying to stay strong

But it is harder than I thought

I believed you were the one

The one that would show me

What true love was

Instead you left me in shackles

You’re asking me what’s the matter

I know I could do better

Without your type of love

You are never going to give

Up the drugs

And give me your all

Knowing you won’t

Stay sober for me

I deserve to be loved

Without all the abuse

All the words you said

Could never be undone

Poetry Video — Without You ( with Words )

without you
i feel torn
without you
i feel broke
without you
i only mourn
without you
im scarred
split into
two
shattered
into pieces
all over
the floor
feeling tortured
without your
embrace
i truly
miss staring
at your face
like i used to
when you fell
asleep
believing
you didn’t have
any flaws
i wish
back then
i engaged
more into
you
i wish
i could grasp
back onto you
but i have
to accept
that we
need to
keep our
distance
when it
tears me apart
i lay around
feeling hurt
i wish
i didn’t have
to depart
i wish we could
go back and time
and press restart
but there
isn’t a way
to go back
in time
i have to
abide
and stay
away from
your side
i wish i didn’t
start that fight
that crumbled
everything we built
that night
i wish i
didn’t wake up
i wish i
stayed asleep
and woke
to the sunshine
i got into deep
i couldn’t stop
now here i am
accepting i need help
when all my life
i knew i did
but didn’t understand
why
but my head
has always been
in a clog
im sorry i
left you
in the fog
i hope
one day
we could hold
hands
once again
even if we
have to go through
the pain
of being away
for so long
i know
we could be
perfect together
if we stayed
away from the drugs.

Poetry – Outcast

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living as an outcast
in the bitter cold
fully exposed
with no one to hold
i was born alone
i had to grow
with no one around
inside i’m shattered
knowing i
never mattered
hear me cry
as i pray for a home
someone to take me in
to be known
to be embraced
for who i am

Poem – Leaving You

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Our love faded away
As days passed by
I wish it stayed
I don’t understand why
It had to be this way
When I gave you my hand
My head in disarray
As I leave you behind

Micro Poetry- Days I Felt Alright

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Trying to remember the days when I felt alright

It was before we met and I gave you my life

Although when he first touched I thought you were only mine

I believed you were flawless until I figured out your lies

The Night We Embraced- Poetry

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I remember the night we embraced

At around midnight

Under the moonlight

But it wasn’t fate

We were not meant to be

Years have gone by

And I still wonder why

That is all we ever had…

 

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A Dark Cloud

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Watching your life fade away

Behind the scenes before your funeral

I still decide to stay

Although your not doing well

I am broken to the core

But I stay in denial

So I can be strong for you instead

And I don’t know why

I put you first before myself

Did you get inside my head?

How do you get to control me like this?

I know I am weak

I don’t know how to move on

When your hovering over me

Like a dark cloud

 

Poem – Jumped

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Dreaming of you next to me again

Under the pouring rain

You always thought life

Was just a game

So you played spontaneously

With everything you did

Wishing I could just see you

One last time

But your already far gone

You believed you could fly

So you jumped without any fear

And now you are no longer here

With me and it hurts terribly

Wishing I could just be

Where you are