Poetry – Two Worlds Apart

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We’re two worlds apart
If we collide into each other
We may not connect like
I’d hope we would
We might explode instead
So I stay in denial
I pretend I don’t need you
But I am tearing up inside
Wishing I was brave enough
To look into your eyes
As you walk by
But my anxiety fills my head

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Poetry – Walked Away

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I saw you walk away from us

Without looking back

I thought to myself

How could he do that

I thought we were a family

Why didn’t he stay

I didn’t understand

Why it had to be that way

I was left confused

I thought, was I forgotten?

What did I do wrong

To make him want to depart?

It was hard to stay strong

I just couldn’t believe

This was happening

His face started to fade

It was challenging

To not have him there

I felt like he no longer

Even cared for me

Tears were rolling

Down my eyes constantly

Every night, wishing I

Had an answer why

It had to be this way

Why I was abandoned

Left without his love

Leaving me saddened?

Goodbye My Friend

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Goodbye my friend

The one who held hands

With me down the river

Watching the stream pick up

From the windy breeze

We separated as teens

Wishing we could have been

Together a little longer

Today I am stronger

But I  still miss you

Like no other

I still ask God, why her?

Why not me instead?

She had big plans to go places

To meet so many faces

I was just bland with

No plans

So why God,

Why did you take her instead?

 

 

Micro Poetry – Cursed

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I felt I had immortality
When I was young
Not realizing back then
All the fatality
That exists in the world
We are all cursed
By an upcoming death
That we have no control over
Just waiting for our final rest.

Poetry & Music – – Late Nights Without You with Ambient Music

Late nights without you

Oh how I miss your warmth

So cold without your embrace

Wilting away without your lips

Where have you been

Leaving me here all alone

Without knowing what I’ve done

Why did you abandon our love?

It is hard to sleep

When I am used to your scent

And your arms around my waist

All I do is weep

Hoping you’ll come back to me

I was blinded by the light

You used to shine

Over our bedroom

As your legs entangled with mine

We consumed each other

As if it was fate

That we met one another

That one fine night

You made us just a memory

I can not figure out why

The light you used to shine

Had to fade away

Left me here to cry

Without any reason

I remember

You walking out our door

Without saying a word

Making me feel as if

I never mattered

To you ever

Still shattered

I thought our love

Was endless

I was blinded by

The fake lights you

Surrounded me with

I wish

I didn’t fall so deep

In love with you

It is hard to forget

The way you made

Me feel those nights

You had me wrapped

Around your body

Missing your touch

Feeling so cold

 

Hard to accept

I will grow old

Without your affection.

Poem – Drowning

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Drowning in an endless ocean of tears

Wishing I could have you near

But you can’t hear my cries

Your no longer alive

Wishing I had told you

How I felt

Long time ago

When I first felt butterflies

As you walked by

Now all I can do is cry

Surrounded in a World

Of regrets

Wishing I could

See you again one last time

But I know it

Won’t happen

A deep emptiness

Lingers within me

Memories of your face

Are fading

I  hope I get another chance

In my next lifetime

To meet you again

And have the courage

To tell you

How I feel.

 

A Girl With A Broken Heart – Poetry Video

A story about a girl
With a broken heart
She was fearless
She walked alone at night

Down the empty road
Hoping the wind
Will heal her
Unstable mind

She went to find
A new reason
To live her life
She believes

The trees
Will save her
From falling
Down so easily

Reminding her
To keep breathing
The stars shine
On her fragile skin

She is feeling
Strong again
She always knew
Love can be misleading

She let nature
Cure the numbness
She had inside

She continued
On her mission
To reconcile
Her broken heart.

Sad Ambient Music with Poetry – Let Me Go

Will you let me go

This time for real

Stop trying to steal

My heart

Always torn

After you leave

Wishing I would

Stop believing

You will always be

The guy for me

When in reality

Your made of stone

You must have no emotion

To let me always go alone

I need to forget

These broken memories

Of you and I

Stop thinking you will change

For somebody like me

I am not worthy

Of your devotion

Always leaving

Me feeling dirty

And heart broken.