Long Haiku – Difficult To Love


She remembers when
She first laid her eyes on his
That was the moment-
She let herself fall
Hoping he was worth her time
Minutes are precious-
She thought to herself
A broken heart can be healed
If she gave a chance-
At a new romance
Passion can cure anything
If you let it in-
It was hard for her
To accept he wanted her
For eternity-
She was the type to
Make them want to run away
She needed to hide-
All of her feelings
They always broke up with her
She was hard to love-
She liked it that way
She enjoyed the pain they gave
As they walked away-
Never knowing why
She had to be difficult
When it came to love-


Poetry Video – Smart Girl

She used to be a smart girl
Always made it to class
Studied every night after school
Until one day
She met some students
They asked her if she wanted to try
Something different
Telling her it will make her feel better
So she tried it
She became addicted
She stopped caring about her homework
Instead she wanted to get high
With her friends on school nights
She started to steal so she could own
What her friends expected her to have
One night she had too much to drink and smoke
Without knowing it she
Passed out at a party
It wasn’t long after that
Her life ended
By an overdose
No one understood
Why she didn’t
Stay a smart girl
And why she
Chose to be
Popular instead.

Poem – She’s On A Ledge


She’s on a ledge
About to fall
Ready to crash
Into a heap
Of emptiness
She’s been
Waiting for
This moment
To come
She’s ready
To transfer
Her spirit
Into a
New body

To get rid

Of her sadness

That has been

Controlling her

For so long.

Micro Poetry – She Doesn’t Realize


she’s occupied with
swallowing her pills
she’s becoming
she doesn’t realize
what she is taking
she is fading
into a permanent darkness.

Poetry Video – Where Do I Belong?

Where do I belong
In this world
Full of perfection
I’m not meant
To be colorful
With a constant smile
On my naive face
I can’t be like them
I wish I knew
What it was like
To be that euphoric
I remind myself
That no one is
That anyone can be
Solid at appearing
To be normal
When they can be
Just like me
Faking it
Keeping their
Deep inside their minds

Poetry Video – Replaced

She was empty

She felt alone

Hard to hold

On to her life

She slept

With tears

Running down

Her face

She never

Understood why

She was replaced

No one told her

Why she was unwanted

She was stranded

Without a soul

To love her.

I Deprived You


I can tell that you are sadder
The way that you move now
I can tell that you are madder
Your anger shows more
I want to ask what’s the matter
But I am afraid to get close
I hate watching you shatter
I don’t know what to do
You forgot how to smile
Your eyes have gone blank
I think your in denial
As you drink from your flask
You’ve become silent
As the days pass by
You turned more violent
Any time you got high
You couldn’t help but to break
Anything in your sight
My heart still aches
That I didn’t fight
To help you survive
Instead I let you die
I deprived you
And I don’t know why.

Forever Sleeping


She let poison
Take over
Her fragile mind
The drugs she
Sollowed was
Her way of
Saying goodbye
She vanishes
Without a sound
Her bottle
Fell to the ground
Forever sleeping
In her white gown
That her lover
Bought long ago