Haiku -Hollow Eyes

There is a darkness

Deep within her hollow eyes

Hidden tears inside

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Sad Poetry – Let Me Fall

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Let me fall to the cold ground

Let me make my final sound

Let me drain onto the floor

I don’t want to live like this any more…

 

A Girl Named Dread

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They gave her the nickname “Dread”
Because when she walked the halls
She looked completely dead
Her eyes were black and empty
Her sweater wet from tears
She begged and pleaded
For them to stop whispering
About every move she made
She cut holes on her long sleeves
To place around her thumb
To hide the injuries up and down her arm
She knew how to deny her sadness
She walked with a fake smile
No one knew she was planning
An escape from life
She wrote her last words down on a brick
Outside by her childhood tree house
Stating that she was just tired of pretending
That she wasn’t torn apart
She wrote that she decided to turn to dust
To finally feel like she was part of the Earth.

Poem – Death at Twenty-Three

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she’s feeling faint
becoming pale
her mind diminishing
her skin frail

losing her hair
as she’s lying there
without a care
all she does is stare

it was tough
to watch her fade
on her last days
she decayed drastically

it was hard
to leave her side
once they announced
her final breath

i couldn’t believe
just at the age of twenty-three
my friend could be
taken away from me
so easily

Poem – Fear of Falling

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I could get lost in your eyes

if you let me

but i fear

i might

get out of control

and want more of you

i know i am not ready

although

you drive me crazy

i wish

i could give you

my heart

but i have been

torn apart

and now

i am afraid to

get broken again

i don’t know

if i could

handle

that kind of torture

once more.

Poetry – Final Prayer

Her eyes filled with endless tears

As she laid on the cold bare floor

Wondering why God gave her this life

Wishing she didn’t  exist

Hearing the door open again

Waiting for her next beating

She has to stay mute

Although in her mind she’s screaming

Waiting for her last night

She knows she can’t continue this fight

Her skin feels so fragile

As she puts on her pajamas

She prays to God one last time

Begging him for this to end

She curls up on the cold surface

Closes her sodden eyes

God realizes he made a mistake

And granted her final prayer

She flew with the angels

A minute past midnight

When she met God

He tells her he is sorry

He has no control over

All the evil in the World

Poem – Escape

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she took
another pill
believing this
time maybe she
will feel
something afterwards
she lies down
on the kitchen floor
drowning in her
sorrows
hoping tomorrow
she will be
in a better place
she falls asleep
to dream about
what her life
would be like
if she felt
complete
always waking
up to wanting
another escape
wondering if
she will ever
be happy
with herself.