Poetry – Outcast

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living as an outcast
in the bitter cold
fully exposed
with no one to hold
i was born alone
i had to grow
with no one around
inside i’m shattered
knowing i
never mattered
hear me cry
as i pray for a home
someone to take me in
to be known
to be embraced
for who i am

Sad Poetry – Let Me Fall

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Let me fall to the cold ground

Let me make my final sound

Let me drain onto the floor

I don’t want to live like this any more…

 

A Girl Named Dread

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They gave her the nickname “Dread”
Because when she walked the halls
She looked completely dead
Her eyes were black and empty
Her sweater wet from tears
She begged and pleaded
For them to stop whispering
About every move she made
She cut holes on her long sleeves
To place around her thumb
To hide the injuries up and down her arm
She knew how to deny her sadness
She walked with a fake smile
No one knew she was planning
An escape from life
She wrote her last words down on a brick
Outside by her childhood tree house
Stating that she was just tired of pretending
That she wasn’t torn apart
She wrote that she decided to turn to dust
To finally feel like she was part of the Earth.

Poem – Death at Twenty-Three

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she’s feeling faint
becoming pale
her mind diminishing
her skin frail

losing her hair
as she’s lying there
without a care
all she does is stare

it was tough
to watch her fade
on her last days
she decayed drastically

it was hard
to leave her side
once they announced
her final breath

i couldn’t believe
just at the age of twenty-three
my friend could be
taken away from me
so easily

Poem – Fear of Falling

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I could get lost in your eyes

if you let me

but i fear

i might

get out of control

and want more of you

i know i am not ready

although

you drive me crazy

i wish

i could give you

my heart

but i have been

torn apart

and now

i am afraid to

get broken again

i don’t know

if i could

handle

that kind of torture

once more.