Their Pleasure

Her heart aching

Behind the wall

She had created

To protect herself

From endless heartbreak

Everytime she gave

Away her heart

In the end broke

She was never

Enough for anyone

Everytime she was used

For their pleasure

Scarred

She’s scarred

She resembles

Shards of glass

Push and pulled

By multiple men

Tortured by their

So called love

Pressured to stay

Tortured by their

Fake so called love

Bruises she hides

Upon her heart

She keeps her

Sorrows hidden

Inside

Shades of Greys

She is fading

Fading away

Into the greys

Shades of greys

She’s in the fog

No way of

Getting out

She’s stuck

Forever lost

Lost in

The dark

I thought I knew you — poetry

I thought I knew who you were

I was more than wrong

I never knew you.. really

I’m trying to stay strong

But it is harder than I thought

I believed you were the one

The one that would show me

What true love was

Instead you left me in shackles

You’re asking me what’s the matter

I know I could do better

Without your type of love

You are never going to give

Up the drugs

And give me your all

Knowing you won’t

Stay sober for me

I deserve to be loved

Without all the abuse

All the words you said

Could never be undone

Poetry – Outcast

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living as an outcast
in the bitter cold
fully exposed
with no one to hold
i was born alone
i had to grow
with no one around
inside i’m shattered
knowing i
never mattered
hear me cry
as i pray for a home
someone to take me in
to be known
to be embraced
for who i am

Poem – Leaving You

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Our love faded away
As days passed by
I wish it stayed
I don’t understand why
It had to be this way
When I gave you my hand
My head in disarray
As I leave you behind

Micro Poetry- Days I Felt Alright

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Trying to remember the days when I felt alright

It was before we met and I gave you my life

Although when he first touched I thought you were only mine

I believed you were flawless until I figured out your lies