Our Love Is Gone – Poetry Video

He told me he loved me

Under the rain

When he spoke my name

I didn’t feel any pain

Like I used to

When I was alone

Surrounded in silence

It drove me insane…

So glad that I met him

Before it was too late

I honestly…

Was getting sick of breathing

Before he came into my life…

Now after years together

He tells me he is leaving me…

As if it is so easy

Just to walk away

From what he called love

Supposedly

I feel our love was a lie

Since he abandoned me

I wish I wasn’t blinded

By the passion he gave

I realize

I was just used

I was just a mistake

He said he wasted days

Of not telling me the truth

That this was the only way

And I have to accept

That we are no longer together

And that he regrets

He didn’t tell me sooner

He said he was sorry

That he hurried to fast

Into something he knew

Would never last

I was in shock

With the words he said

It’s hard to believe

I spent years with him

To find out he always had a plan

To leave me eventually

Painfully…

I try to understand

But it is hard

I feel like I will never be enough

For anyone to love

My heart shattered

It’s hard to breathe

I don’t want to go on

Feeling this broken

Everyone tells me to forget

But it seems impossible

I miss him too much

It sucks, I’m not enough

Growing weaker without him

I know I seem pathetic

But I gave him my all

When I decided to fall

For his sweet taste

From his lips

I will always miss

The nights we had

I still ache inside

Wishing we could still collide

Back into each other’s arms

Only in my dreams

I can have him now

It is hard to admit

I was never enough

For him to commit

I have no choice

But to continue life

Without his perfect face.

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It’s Impossible

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it is insane
i still have you
on my mind
if only
i can rewind
the time
we had
back then
it’s impossible
i know
to have you
infront of me again
it brings me
incredible pain
to realize
your no longer here with me

Poem – Two Empty Souls

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two empty souls
both living alone
in a world so cold
no one to hold
as their tears
run down their eyes
there is no one near
to hear their cries
screaming inside
wishing they could find
someone to collide into
wondering why it is hard to
meet someone that will
take their hand and
love them
like everyone else has
both feeling torn
in their bedroom
all alone
letting their sadness
consume them
while lying on
their matress
staring up at their ceiling
daydreaming of falling
in love someday
before they fade away

Poetry & Music – – Late Nights Without You with Ambient Music

Late nights without you

Oh how I miss your warmth

So cold without your embrace

Wilting away without your lips

Where have you been

Leaving me here all alone

Without knowing what I’ve done

Why did you abandon our love?

It is hard to sleep

When I am used to your scent

And your arms around my waist

All I do is weep

Hoping you’ll come back to me

I was blinded by the light

You used to shine

Over our bedroom

As your legs entangled with mine

We consumed each other

As if it was fate

That we met one another

That one fine night

You made us just a memory

I can not figure out why

The light you used to shine

Had to fade away

Left me here to cry

Without any reason

I remember

You walking out our door

Without saying a word

Making me feel as if

I never mattered

To you ever

Still shattered

I thought our love

Was endless

I was blinded by

The fake lights you

Surrounded me with

I wish

I didn’t fall so deep

In love with you

It is hard to forget

The way you made

Me feel those nights

You had me wrapped

Around your body

Missing your touch

Feeling so cold

 

Hard to accept

I will grow old

Without your affection.

Poem – Drowning

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Drowning in an endless ocean of tears

Wishing I could have you near

But you can’t hear my cries

Your no longer alive

Wishing I had told you

How I felt

Long time ago

When I first felt butterflies

As you walked by

Now all I can do is cry

Surrounded in a World

Of regrets

Wishing I could

See you again one last time

But I know it

Won’t happen

A deep emptiness

Lingers within me

Memories of your face

Are fading

I  hope I get another chance

In my next lifetime

To meet you again

And have the courage

To tell you

How I feel.

 

Poem – Escape

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she took
another pill
believing this
time maybe she
will feel
something afterwards
she lies down
on the kitchen floor
drowning in her
sorrows
hoping tomorrow
she will be
in a better place
she falls asleep
to dream about
what her life
would be like
if she felt
complete
always waking
up to wanting
another escape
wondering if
she will ever
be happy
with herself.