I thought I knew you — poetry

I thought I knew who you were

I was more than wrong

I never knew you.. really

I’m trying to stay strong

But it is harder than I thought

I believed you were the one

The one that would show me

What true love was

Instead you left me in shackles

You’re asking me what’s the matter

I know I could do better

Without your type of love

You are never going to give

Up the drugs

And give me your all

Knowing you won’t

Stay sober for me

I deserve to be loved

Without all the abuse

All the words you said

Could never be undone

Poetry Video — Without You ( with Words )

without you
i feel torn
without you
i feel broke
without you
i only mourn
without you
im scarred
split into
two
shattered
into pieces
all over
the floor
feeling tortured
without your
embrace
i truly
miss staring
at your face
like i used to
when you fell
asleep
believing
you didn’t have
any flaws
i wish
back then
i engaged
more into
you
i wish
i could grasp
back onto you
but i have
to accept
that we
need to
keep our
distance
when it
tears me apart
i lay around
feeling hurt
i wish
i didn’t have
to depart
i wish we could
go back and time
and press restart
but there
isn’t a way
to go back
in time
i have to
abide
and stay
away from
your side
i wish i didn’t
start that fight
that crumbled
everything we built
that night
i wish i
didn’t wake up
i wish i
stayed asleep
and woke
to the sunshine
i got into deep
i couldn’t stop
now here i am
accepting i need help
when all my life
i knew i did
but didn’t understand
why
but my head
has always been
in a clog
im sorry i
left you
in the fog
i hope
one day
we could hold
hands
once again
even if we
have to go through
the pain
of being away
for so long
i know
we could be
perfect together
if we stayed
away from the drugs.

Poetry – Outcast

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living as an outcast
in the bitter cold
fully exposed
with no one to hold
i was born alone
i had to grow
with no one around
inside i’m shattered
knowing i
never mattered
hear me cry
as i pray for a home
someone to take me in
to be known
to be embraced
for who i am

Poem – She Painted Her Face

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She painted her face

To hide the pain

She had hidden behind

Her emerald eyes

You couldn’t tell


She was crying inside


With the colors she wore


To mask her true despair

 

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Voice Never Heard – Short Poetry

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She always felt lonely in the world

She watched everyone walk by

Wishing she was someone else

She was tired of struggling being herself

She didn’t know how to change

She was used to being ignored

She wanted her questions to be answered

But her voice was never heard

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A Dark Cloud

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Watching your life fade away

Behind the scenes before your funeral

I still decide to stay

Although your not doing well

I am broken to the core

But I stay in denial

So I can be strong for you instead

And I don’t know why

I put you first before myself

Did you get inside my head?

How do you get to control me like this?

I know I am weak

I don’t know how to move on

When your hovering over me

Like a dark cloud

 

Sad Love Poetry – A Dead Rose

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Their love was dead
Like the rose on the ground
That she dropped
On accident once she found
Her lover with a woman
She never met before
Caressing her hair with his fingertips
staring into each other’s eyes
Not even noticing she was there watching
She runs from his deceit
Leaving his rose behind.

Poetry – Two Worlds Apart

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We’re two worlds apart
If we collide into each other
We may not connect like
I’d hope we would
We might explode instead
So I stay in denial
I pretend I don’t need you
But I am tearing up inside
Wishing I was brave enough
To look into your eyes
As you walk by
But my anxiety fills my head

Poetry – Walked Away

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I saw you walk away from us

Without looking back

I thought to myself

How could he do that

I thought we were a family

Why didn’t he stay

I didn’t understand

Why it had to be that way

I was left confused

I thought, was I forgotten?

What did I do wrong

To make him want to depart?

It was hard to stay strong

I just couldn’t believe

This was happening

His face started to fade

It was challenging

To not have him there

I felt like he no longer

Even cared for me

Tears were rolling

Down my eyes constantly

Every night, wishing I

Had an answer why

It had to be this way

Why I was abandoned

Left without his love

Leaving me saddened?