Let me fall to the cold ground
Let me make my final sound
Let me drain onto the floor
I don’t want to live like this any more…
Sad Poetry by Mandy Williams…
Let me fall to the cold ground
Let me make my final sound
Let me drain onto the floor
I don’t want to live like this any more…
Wanting it all to end
Feeling empty within
Lost without hope
Getting harder to cope
Soon it will be my time
To close my eyes for forever
I will finally feel sublime
Once I become a stellar
They gave her the nickname “Dread”
Because when she walked the halls
She looked completely dead
Her eyes were black and empty
Her sweater wet from tears
She begged and pleaded
For them to stop whispering
About every move she made
She cut holes on her long sleeves
To place around her thumb
To hide the injuries up and down her arm
She knew how to deny her sadness
She walked with a fake smile
No one knew she was planning
An escape from life
She wrote her last words down on a brick
Outside by her childhood tree house
Stating that she was just tired of pretending
That she wasn’t torn apart
She wrote that she decided to turn to dust
To finally feel like she was part of the Earth.
Dreaming of you next to me again
Under the pouring rain
You always thought life
Was just a game
So you played spontaneously
With everything you did
Wishing I could just see you
One last time
But your already far gone
You believed you could fly
So you jumped without any fear
And now you are no longer here
With me and it hurts terribly
Wishing I could just be
Where you are
I did my best
So please
Let me rest
I need
A break
From life
Just for a while
To get rid
Of the pain
That lurks
Within my mind
What do I do in a time like this
All I wish is for it to end
Hard to pretend
I am going insane
Within my head
Feeling drained
I would rather be dead
Than to continue
This endless pain
Feeling used
What do I do
In a time like this
Waiting for the night
I decide to end my life
So I can stop
All the thoughts
I am forever drowning in
she’s feeling faint
becoming pale
her mind diminishing
her skin frail
losing her hair
as she’s lying there
without a care
all she does is stare
it was tough
to watch her fade
on her last days
she decayed drastically
it was hard
to leave her side
once they announced
her final breath
i couldn’t believe
just at the age of twenty-three
my friend could be
taken away from me
so easily
Her eyes filled with endless tears
As she laid on the cold bare floor
Wondering why God gave her this life
Wishing she didn’t exist
Hearing the door open again
Waiting for her next beating
She has to stay mute
Although in her mind she’s screaming
Waiting for her last night
She knows she can’t continue this fight
Her skin feels so fragile
As she puts on her pajamas
She prays to God one last time
Begging him for this to end
She curls up on the cold surface
Closes her sodden eyes
God realizes he made a mistake
And granted her final prayer
She flew with the angels
A minute past midnight
When she met God
He tells her he is sorry
He has no control over
All the evil in the World
it is insane
i still have you
on my mind
if only
i can rewind
the time
we had
back then
it’s impossible
i know
to have you
infront of me again
it brings me
incredible pain
to realize
your no longer here with me