Scarred

She’s scarred

She resembles

Shards of glass

Push and pulled

By multiple men

Tortured by their

So called love

Pressured to stay

Tortured by their

Fake so called love

Bruises she hides

Upon her heart

She keeps her

Sorrows hidden

Inside

I thought I knew you — poetry

I thought I knew who you were

I was more than wrong

I never knew you.. really

I’m trying to stay strong

But it is harder than I thought

I believed you were the one

The one that would show me

What true love was

Instead you left me in shackles

You’re asking me what’s the matter

I know I could do better

Without your type of love

You are never going to give

Up the drugs

And give me your all

Knowing you won’t

Stay sober for me

I deserve to be loved

Without all the abuse

All the words you said

Could never be undone

Watch “Sad Dark Poetry — Here I Lie — By Mandy Williams”

Here I lie
On the floor
Hoping to die
Hurt to the core

Crumbling apart
All alone
In the dark
Shattered
To the bone

Exhausted
From breathing
No longer wanted…
Lost and
Freezing

Left abandoned
No one to hold…
Feeling its time
To leave
This world…

Asking
Why me?
When I’m honest
And pure…
Just let me be…
I’ll be gone
Soon enough….

Poetry by
Mandy Williams

Poem – Leaving You

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Our love faded away
As days passed by
I wish it stayed
I don’t understand why
It had to be this way
When I gave you my hand
My head in disarray
As I leave you behind

Poetry – Starving For Attention

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i am starving for your attention
as i am sitting here ignored
i forgot what it felt like
to be noticed by you
or even hear your voice
the way you used to sound
when you told me
you will always be there
you decided to build a wall
and you don’t seem
to want to break it down
when all i want is for you to fall
back into my arms
and whisper the words you
used to share from your heart
your silence does more harm
than you will ever know
tearing me apart every second
feeling as if i am a ghost
in the house that we built
what hurts the most is that
you don’t even seem concerned.

Poem – The Day He Left (Long Haiku – 3 Paragraphs)

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Her heart stopped beating

The day he walked out the door

She fell to the ground

Not making a sound

She looks up at the ceiling

Feeling to broken

To want to move on

She lies there waiting for him

Hoping he returns

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Not Enough – Broken Heart Poetry

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We used to be called a cute couple

When we took pictures together

It all started to crumble

When you started to take shots

With another female

I got to witness them on social media

That’s when I knew you

Were breaking my heart

I truly tried my best

To make you content

But it wasn’t enough for you, I guess

Poem – She’s Numb

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she’s numb
without him
remembering when
she used
to be only his
her heart
continues to ache
as she sees
him with another
her world
started to crumble
into millions of pieces
right in front of him
but he pretended
he never knew her
as he walked by
making her
her eyes fill
with endless cries
wishing she
didn’t feel so lonely
in her room at night
wondering why
she was told only lies.

Our Love Is Gone – Poetry Video

He told me he loved me

Under the rain

When he spoke my name

I didn’t feel any pain

Like I used to

When I was alone

Surrounded in silence

It drove me insane…

So glad that I met him

Before it was too late

I honestly…

Was getting sick of breathing

Before he came into my life…

Now after years together

He tells me he is leaving me…

As if it is so easy

Just to walk away

From what he called love

Supposedly

I feel our love was a lie

Since he abandoned me

I wish I wasn’t blinded

By the passion he gave

I realize

I was just used

I was just a mistake

He said he wasted days

Of not telling me the truth

That this was the only way

And I have to accept

That we are no longer together

And that he regrets

He didn’t tell me sooner

He said he was sorry

That he hurried to fast

Into something he knew

Would never last

I was in shock

With the words he said

It’s hard to believe

I spent years with him

To find out he always had a plan

To leave me eventually

Painfully…

I try to understand

But it is hard

I feel like I will never be enough

For anyone to love

My heart shattered

It’s hard to breathe

I don’t want to go on

Feeling this broken

Everyone tells me to forget

But it seems impossible

I miss him too much

It sucks, I’m not enough

Growing weaker without him

I know I seem pathetic

But I gave him my all

When I decided to fall

For his sweet taste

From his lips

I will always miss

The nights we had

I still ache inside

Wishing we could still collide

Back into each other’s arms

Only in my dreams

I can have him now

It is hard to admit

I was never enough

For him to commit

I have no choice

But to continue life

Without his perfect face.