Poem – A Blind Life

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Walking through life blind
Not remembering anything
Besides the darkness
That surrounds everything
Wishing I could see
Just a little light
I try to open
My eyes with all my might
But no luck
One day I hope to wake up
To view the beauty
That exists around me
It would be magical
To witness a field of flowers.

Poetry – This Kind of Love

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thoughts of you
are screaming
inside my head
wishing i could atleast
have you
for one night
i just want
to know once
what it be like
to hold you tight
but we live
in two different worlds
it is better
just for us
to move along
this is the
kind of love
where you need
to stay strong
because we
both know
it is wrong
temptation
runs through our
blood streams
always going
through the
same rotation
only in dreams
i have you
in my arms
this is the
worst kind of pain
our love
could cause
endless harm
trying to stay sane
because your
constantly
on my mind
i know i am
in yours
but this
will never happen
so i try
to say goodbye
as tears
run down my eyes.

Poetry – Two Worlds Apart

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We’re two worlds apart
If we collide into each other
We may not connect like
I’d hope we would
We might explode instead
So I stay in denial
I pretend I don’t need you
But I am tearing up inside
Wishing I was brave enough
To look into your eyes
As you walk by
But my anxiety fills my head

Staring At The Sky – Poetry with Music

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She stood there

Staring at the sky

Wishing she could

Touch the clouds

That laid there

Above her

So carelessly

Beautiful while

Blending in

With the

Purple shades

 

That surrounded her

As she stood there

Wishing she could

Fly with the birds

Who flew into

The grey clouds

Oh, how she

Dreamed of the feeling

As she stood there

She let the clouds

Shed their tears

Down onto her shoulders

Knowing standing there

The clouds will

Heal her and take away

Her sadness.

 

Poetry – Repeating Nightmare

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Running through the woods

Trying to get away from you

Stuck in this repeating nightmare

And there seems to be no way out

Of this never ending torture

Of being chased by the monster

Who abused my Mother

He took away her soul

Left her with another

She will never be the same

Ever since that day

Now allĀ  I dream is her

Trying to run away from him

Wishing I was there

To save her from this

Never ending pain

That lives with her

She just wanted a Father

To love her

Like her friends had

But now she is glad

She does not have

To worry about him

Any longer

Her pain still lingers

But he can’t bother her

Since he has passed

Many years ago

How strong my Mother

To live on

She never gave up on herself

She deserves a medal

 

I love you Mommy

And I am sorry

This happened to you

If you ever need to talk

I will always be there

And if you needĀ 

Me to hold you

At night

I promise I will try

And be by your side

I haven’t forgot

That you gave me my life

Thank you Mom

For all that

You have done

And I’m sorry

For everything

That happened to you

And can’t be fixed

I wish I could mend

Every piece of your

Broken heart.

 

 

Memory Of You

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sweet dreams
you used to
say to me
right before
i fell asleep
you would rest
your lips on
my forehead
how i loved that
feeling of your
skin brushing
against mine
but i am no
longer nine
we don’t have
time for
goodnight kisses
we’ve grown apart
i wish
to always keep
this last memory of you.

Life Is Strange


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Life is strange
The way we breathe
Every second
We decide
Something to do
We sleep
To dream
We weep
To mope
We eat icecream
To indulge
We need
To feel loved
By someone
To be touched
Once in a while
We all eventually
Turn to dust
But before we do
Let’s all smile
One last time
For someone who
Needs it
More than you
Make their day
A little worthwhile
Because this day
May be your last
Although you feel okay
Take this chance
To laugh just a little
To learn something new
Just in case
This is your last breath.