Poetry – This Kind of Love


thoughts of you
are screaming
inside my head
wishing i could atleast
have you
for one night
i just want
to know once
what it be like
to hold you tight
but we live
in two different worlds
it is better
just for us
to move along
this is the
kind of love
where you need
to stay strong
because we
both know
it is wrong
runs through our
blood streams
always going
through the
same rotation
only in dreams
i have you
in my arms
this is the
worst kind of pain
our love
could cause
endless harm
trying to stay sane
because your
on my mind
i know i am
in yours
but this
will never happen
so i try
to say goodbye
as tears
run down my eyes.

Lost in Space


she feels like she is falling
in an endless emptiness
darkness surrounding her
she slowly stops breathing
she’s choking
trying to wake up
there is no hope
forever lost in space

Staring At The Sky – Poetry with Music


She stood there

Staring at the sky

Wishing she could

Touch the clouds

That laid there

Above her

So carelessly

Beautiful while

Blending in

With the

Purple shades


That surrounded her

As she stood there

Wishing she could

Fly with the birds

Who flew into

The grey clouds

Oh, how she

Dreamed of the feeling

As she stood there

She let the clouds

Shed their tears

Down onto her shoulders

Knowing standing there

The clouds will

Heal her and take away

Her sadness.


Poetry – Repeating Nightmare


Running through the woods

Trying to get away from you

Stuck in this repeating nightmare

And there seems to be no way out

Of this never ending torture

Of being chased by the monster

Who abused my Mother

He took away her soul

Left her with another

She will never be the same

Ever since that day

Now all  I dream is her

Trying to run away from him

Wishing I was there

To save her from this

Never ending pain

That lives with her

She just wanted a Father

To love her

Like her friends had

But now she is glad

She does not have

To worry about him

Any longer

Her pain still lingers

But he can’t bother her

Since he has passed

Many years ago

How strong my Mother

To live on

She never gave up on herself

She deserves a medal


I love you Mommy

And I am sorry

This happened to you

If you ever need to talk

I will always be there

And if you need 

Me to hold you

At night

I promise I will try

And be by your side

I haven’t forgot

That you gave me my life

Thank you Mom

For all that

You have done

And I’m sorry

For everything

That happened to you

And can’t be fixed

I wish I could mend

Every piece of your

Broken heart.



Life Is Strange


Life is strange
The way we breathe
Every second
We decide
Something to do
We sleep
To dream
We weep
To mope
We eat icecream
To indulge
We need
To feel loved
By someone
To be touched
Once in a while
We all eventually
Turn to dust
But before we do
Let’s all smile
One last time
For someone who
Needs it
More than you
Make their day
A little worthwhile
Because this day
May be your last
Although you feel okay
Take this chance
To laugh just a little
To learn something new
Just in case
This is your last breath.

Velvet Dress


The velvet dress
That was worn
By her Mother
Smells of mold
As it rots
Near the bloody
Bathtub where
Her Mother’s body lies
Unable to speak
She crawls
To her bed
Shivering alone
And scared
Wondering why
Her mother would
Take her own life
Feeling empty
And dark
She closes her eyes
Hoping it was all
Just a dream
Wishing that when
She wakes up
Her Mother will be
Making coffee
And brushing her hair
But as she awakens
She realizes
That she repeats
The same nightmare.

In My Dreams

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Staring up at the sky

Wondering where you are

Here one minute

Then you are gone

Can’t find you 

You are missing

You are in my thoughts

Endless memories

Pictures and letters

All in a box

With your signature

Your scent stays

Wish to see your smile

One last time

I hope again to find you

Just to hear your laugh

I still see you in my dreams

It’s my favorite place to be

Where I can still hold you

I wish to sleep forevermore.