Let me fall to the cold ground
Let me make my final sound
Let me drain onto the floor
I don’t want to live like this any more…
Sad Poetry by Mandy Williams…
Let me fall to the cold ground
Let me make my final sound
Let me drain onto the floor
I don’t want to live like this any more…
They gave her the nickname “Dread”
Because when she walked the halls
She looked completely dead
Her eyes were black and empty
Her sweater wet from tears
She begged and pleaded
For them to stop whispering
About every move she made
She cut holes on her long sleeves
To place around her thumb
To hide the injuries up and down her arm
She knew how to deny her sadness
She walked with a fake smile
No one knew she was planning
An escape from life
She wrote her last words down on a brick
Outside by her childhood tree house
Stating that she was just tired of pretending
That she wasn’t torn apart
She wrote that she decided to turn to dust
To finally feel like she was part of the Earth.
Dreaming of you next to me again
Under the pouring rain
You always thought life
Was just a game
So you played spontaneously
With everything you did
Wishing I could just see you
One last time
But your already far gone
You believed you could fly
So you jumped without any fear
And now you are no longer here
With me and it hurts terribly
Wishing I could just be
Where you are
I did my best
So please
Let me rest
I need
A break
From life
Just for a while
To get rid
Of the pain
That lurks
Within my mind
A depressed mind
Never stops
Contemplating
Little girl
Crying again
Wishing her pain
Would finally end
Shivering
Hiding under her bed
With her baby blanket
Wishing she were dead
Instead of him
Coming for more
She told him she
Was too sore
For another beating
No point in fighting
It only gets worse
Curse word after
Curse word coming
From his mouth
She feels sickened inside
Never understanding why
She was the one
He chosen to torture
She goes to sleep
Bleeding everynight
Her mother a drug addict
Working the corners
To make a little cash
Only to get home
To be called a whore
Loud enough for her
To wake up
Just to hear more beating
But this time it
Was her mother
Taking the torture
He loved to afflict pain
On both of them
As if they were his
Punching bags
Being used everyday
Just wishing for
The day someone comes
And takes her away
From this horrible place
hanging on
by a thread
sometimes wishing
i was dead
instead of trying
to live
with this agony
throbbing within
my head.
Fading
Don’t you see
I don’t need
To be alive
Any more
Forever
Gone
No longer
A problem
For any one
Goodbye
To those
Who heard
Me cry
Goodbye
To those
Who tried
To save me
Goodbye
Fucked up
Society…
leave me here
to starve
as i don’t
deserve to eat
i denied
your love
for the final
time
i know
this because
i have been
stuck in this
darkness
for way too long
you stopped
visiting me
i pretend
i was meant
to be this
lonely
but it is
hard not
to cry
constantly.
she’s occupied with
swallowing her pills
she’s becoming
fragile
she doesn’t realize
what she is taking
she is fading
into a permanent darkness.