Poem – Tired of Pretending

sad (2)

i have been played
and I have been playing
this is delayed
but i am tired of pretending
stop the lying
admit your wrongs
as i am dying
it is hard to stay strong
i may have been
in a constant denial
since I have known
but it is the way i deal
with everything i know
it wasn’t right
but it is hard to explain
how i really feel
i’d rather stay in the dark
then to start a fight
i am tired of this pain
i just want to let it out
i want to scream
on the top of my lungs
for you to finally understand
i need all these feelingsĀ 

i have built up inside

to finally go free

so i can keep what’s left of my sanity

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