Feeling as if I don’t exist

Ignored like the dirt

Brushed under the rug

That you left and forgot


Feeling dark and neurotic

Can’t control my thoughts

Missing our late night talks

And our morning walks


But your love for me ended

We don’t speak to another

You look right through my eyes

Leaving me feeling paralyzed


Demented without your touch

You were all I ever wanted

My skin flushed with anger

Ever since you departed


Sleepless nights and uneaten dinner

Lying around in the darkness

Drinking more and more liquor

Feeling more and more heartless


I become utterly useless

I forget how to breathe

I begin to vanish

My heart turns bleak


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